growing up
Yesterday I spilled a hot pot of memories
on the chipped floor of my acquiescing heart.
And as I crouched down
and dabbed and dabbed at the floor,
my little sister stormed in
with a wet mop to help clean up.
In a parallel world though,
my little sister, about yea tall
tugs at the sleeve of my shirt
and asks for my special seafood salad,
lisping out the s’s through the void
of her missing front teeth.
She disgruntledly peels garlic cloves for me
with her baby hands I wished grew no bigger,
fussing and mumbling until she can dive into her salad
and finish it with her caricatured smack of the lips.
She would then hop away, springing on her toes,
long hair swaying this side and that,
her tiny bum dancing its own dance.
Not a care in the world
until her next mealtime.
No amount of frantic dabbing
can salvage my spilled memories
or her lost childhood, but how I wish
she wouldn’t crouch down next to me
and mop up so well, like she’s got this.
Perhaps one of these days;
when she spills her own hot pot of memories
she would come running to me,
asking for help from her big sister.
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